Random updates and Numbers

So I haven't done anything in terms of contacting the insurance company again.  Somehow I keep forgetting to... Probably forget until it's too too late.  Must remember about the money.

I am in that place now where I spend 10 minutes thinking about what will happen if this cycle works (a pregnancy, a new baby, how we will introduce a new baby to Jack, how our lives with change, how another dream will come true (which almost guarantees that it won't happen) ). And then for the next 10 minutes I tell myself what I will do if it doesn't work: buy some new clothes, plan a trip to Hawaii, really concentrate on my career, save oodles of money for Jack to go to MIT for as many years as he wants to.

You know, I'm trying not to take myself too far down either road for fear of getting too emotionally involved in this cycle.  How I do try to fool myself...

Cute Jack story: There is a girl at daycare who is a few weeks older than Jack and they both started there on the same day 13 months ago.  Last week this girl's mom came to pick her up at the end of the day.  The girl only had one of her shoes on.  So her mom pointed to the shoe and asked her to get it. Jack saw all this, went and got the shoe, and handed it to the little girl.  How freaking cute is that?

And here are the numbers:

Needles plunged into my flesh during today's acupuncture session: 8

Needles plunged into the plentiful fat of my legs during today's session: 6

Birth control pills left to take: 8

Days left until I start Lupron: 2

Days left before the REAL stuff: 12

Comments

[Aurelia]

That's the nice thing about the internet, we get to be hopeful for you, and you get to be whatever you want, right? Crossing my fingers, for you over here!